So I finally downed corrupter zero on bum

It was kinda like an accident because I was just running my dailies, and then the one other person in my guild asked me to dos for his raid I told him I was a healer and he was like yeah das what I asked and I was like lol you didn't what does so long story short one mum lock later I loaded into pre Nefra trash. 

I didn't get carried except for grog. Sighs it was fun and I also lost my chances to get the set pieces I needed. :/ go fucking figure right?

Well I got my cheevos and proceeded to keep running dailies. I don't have game friends anymore and I feel so alone sometimes :/

But that's an mmo for ya, I'm trying to find another social guild but a lot of them are elitist and have their cliques set up already. It's hard to break into a guild these days specially being a girl.

Yesterday I saw a lot shovanistic comments on the general chat and it makes me want to lie about my gender more than I usually do but usually I hide by omission. Guys are fucking stupid and the majority would fuck me but they wouldn't trust my judgment equally during a raid and that fucking eats at me.

I don't understand it.

If I can treat a guy as an equal and also let him take the lead why shouldn't he see me as an equal and be chivalrous as well? It's not hard to do.