Look what Santa gave me for xmas for my iphone lol

I guess i can catch up on my swtor history while i return home. So much happening too, we might have a ward with us now, i dont mind though, i like my little niece >:

My warrior is called "Minna Soul"

Anscestor of Gerai and Cosminna Loversoul. I kinda wanna reroll as a smuggler or rouge that can stealth but my warior can also stealth so idfk

I miss my swtor ;o;

The withdrawal has begun!!!

Argggghhhh i need to shoot shoot and sell my grey items forbdem credits!!!!!

Yeah lol any ways i miss ut, should e brought lappy no hiccups so far, i miss home ):

Hello hello hello

I'm writin g a blog post today because I'm being dragged off to disneyland tomorrow and I don't even wanna go >:
I just kinda want another Star Wars Shirt , so that's the only reason I agreed to go lol
well, I kinda wanna make a lightsaber too, or assemble an astromech droid, or just get tired beyond my expectations and end up playing fix it felix jr. lol

Moving on : Bounty Hunting is fun!

 

I kinda want to get the achievements for taking the bountys alive instead of dead, but I forget sometimes lol

Leave it to me to want to do the event a few hours before its over lol

I managed to get 3 bounty's though and when I was getting my 4rth, the event went down //sadness

oh well, it reaslly was my fault, I discovered that doing too many ops and dailies can be scary.

On the weekends I lit am free all day, no one bugs me, and I just enjoy my SWTOR. Sometimes I can't do that so on days when everyone leaves me the fck alone I like to chill and just play all day ,does that make me a nerd? yes, I think it does, oh well lol

TFB last boss, stage one
Dread Fortress, second boss.

I did hmm, three operations...I think, maybe 4?

Dread Fortress = sucess

Dread Palace = Fail

Scum & Vilany = success / weekly only

Terror from beyond = Sucess

Explosive Conflict HM = failure lol

oh that's 5

I wanted to do more but I hit my Elite Coms cap :/

yeah lol

that sucked.

I almost hit ultimate coms cap as well, but thankfully I didn't , but doing anything else would have been a waste of time I'd rather wait until I reset on the limits because then I wont get locked out from getting coms.

it was weird I never hit a coms cap before, and I liked that I got all this intel on the ops, now maybe I can run some ;w;

but they are complex, my little mind isnt prepared for that lol

I can....help at most.

I got a lot of random loot too, mostly jedi stuff so I sent them to pie, she's all geared out now in 69s because of that lol which is awesome because now she can run gree ops :3

however, I will prob not be able to run most of the gree event.

Since we going to mexico (im still undecided, I really wanna stay) I don't wanna take my lappy in case we get mugged or something, so I'd rather take my old one, with the fucked up processor, so I'll be running back at 30% + extreme lag, or I can run at 100% + extreme lag lol

the decision is tough, hmmmm....I wanna take it... I don't wanna take it. It's a tough choice.

anyways, moving on....

When I logged back into pie I had to repsec her, however, I respeced her back as a tank, I was gonna roll dps with her, but.... I'm thinking maybe I wanna tank now, which is wierd because Tay is also a tank...I must have a tank complex lol

anyways this is how I roll on Gerai, in case you were wondering about my tree set up.

I followed a guide (mostly) from youtube that was very old, but the set up I tweaked a bit because there are some things in the tree I find a waste of points, mainly sedatives.

 it is entirely a heals based skill set up, don't judge me lol

 I put a couple of points I thnik are curcial in dirty fighting, in damage, I needed the cunning +3, and the cooldown for dirty kick, I would have gotten the coodown to less for DK, but I couldnt spare the point. 

To wrap this up I'm really enjoying my Vangaurd

 I got Taygeta a Galvanized Infantry Armor set, except the helmet, because I don't wanna cover up her face + its expensive as hell lol

I ran Athiss yesterday with her, I kinda don't like running fps on other toons, because it makes me nervous, but I decided I needed a custom shield so I rolled he dice. No shields landed though, and the other troopers needed on the gear so , it was a bust. Tank also had no idea what she was doing, so it was a pain to redo redo redo the beast at the pond.

Anyways, looking forward to Gree, really want the mount =w=

time to sleep before I get whisked away to ehhh that place with the mouse.

Currently questing: Gurian Rose

Ops Objective: Complete DP SM & Xeno HM

** Finishing up Ilum Dailies**

I been busy, well kind of, I've been working on my alt Taygeta, and I gotta say that I have been enjoying the storyline, I thought it was gonna be kinda lame, but I guess since I've rolled Jedi, I can see the co-relation to the stories, the Jedi are like the special forces or something right?

Everything looks pretty and different lol
and since I've been running at 100% I thought I should get a new look as well lol
I got new cybernetics, and changed my gear for some pieces I thought looked good together.
Mostly 72s and 78s now //criesofhappiness
I never thought I'd get to be this well geared, but since I got my new lappy I been doing them things to get elites and ultimates, so I think I'm gonna be a lot happier now, I mean, I can jump like a rat on crack now, a rat? hmmm, squirrel? They jump right?

Well moving on... I'm going to Mexico for Christmas, haven't been there in a while so I'm kinda happy, but most likely wont be able to play at all, I'm kinda worried that there will be an item I want and wont be able to get it :/
aint that a bitch lol

They have Galactic Space pvp now, I'm kinda nervous about it, think I'll try it out though, just so I don't miss out and might really like it.

It's getting colder here in Cali, heard it's snowing in Mexico, imagine that, a white christmas lol

other stuff that happened:

I got a Nihlus mask in a pack :3
also a mount I thought was kinda ugly, it was expensive but I traded it for a white.black dye and some credits, here and here, I don't even know what I want to buy anymore, I mean....maybe a gurian rose, and umm....dancing emotes?
lol  I don't know, I wish I had a club to run every week like the dressing up game I used to run, maybe there is something like that... hmm... like every friday I do this, and people join in. But then thats another thing, I ran two events and people who wanted them didnt even attend, it was kinda sad.
Hmmm... I want to find some member who are enthusiastic like that, but the timid ones aren't bad, I just wish there was someone more assertive, I also wanna run dailies with someone, hmmm this is starting to sound like a personals ad lol

I was also working on Dread Fortress, got like 29 elites+ the 20 for the weekly, that was awesome, got ultimates too, it was how I was able to get my 78 greaves and 72 gloves, I was sad thought the mechanics to beat Bronte are really completely whack lol
so there's fingers, and then hands, and then add from the hands, and then lasers that inta-kill and then you hug the wall, then burn and then go to the south east corner when she's crazy and then burn again??
sighs, maybe next time will be a success lol

I also got in a FP with a starting Tank, it was annoying I really wanted to leave, but if that was me, I'd be thankful for a healer who is as good as me to be helping so I did, and it was pretty fun, i threw balls at everyones face, a good time was had by all, though I hate that dodge no longer works to get unshackled from the boss at Cademimu, ain't that a bitch? :/
I burned to death running back to unshackle some ppl, sighs...

Also, I miss Corso, I haven't used him in a while and I feel guilty, honestly, Treek is utter happiness because she basically does everything, everything is a breeze with her. I should gear him out too though, sighs, forgive me oh thoughtful farm boy =n=

Now which starship will I specialize in? Hmm... we shall see :3

picture time

 lol I can see him coming to get me now instead of blindly running into him lol

This is the new pet I got from the Amazon Credits I bought on sat, it's cute right? hmm I wonder what class has this ship.

I have been  away from SWTOR for a few days.
Honestly, I'm running through a burn of the game, and cannot even bring myself to be on for more than a few minutes.
Something is eating at me, and I think it's that feeling I had of running cross country like Forest Gump, I don't like routine sometimes, though I'm complacent to live through it like a robot on autopilot, and before I know it I begin to twitch and ache and hate it.

I love this game but sometimes I need to return to the real world and live my life.

I am not like a lot of people, I am shy, and reclusive, and hate to be in places I do not feel comfortable.

In anycase, Tomorrow's (Today?) is Thanksgiving Day, AKA Turkey Day, AKA Pre-Black Friday, AKA Dysfunctional Family Feast Day.

I've spent all day baking, it's my bit of the feast to provide: Meaty Turnovers, Carrot Cake cupcakes, a spaghetti casserole, and a pumpkin pie graciously provided by Costco and the good people of Paypal, which in other words means I'm buying at Costco with my Paypal card because baking one at this point in time would undoubtedly drive me insane.

I'm also going to be bracing the crowds of the Thurdays Pre-Back friday sales, I kind of hate myself for it, but I really need a new lap top, and my sister is working so I'm getting her a few things as well, We didn't go the last two years so I don't entirely feel sleazy over it. I'm more worried about my leg though, I saw the doctor he thinks I might have a hair fraction if its in the middle of my joint/bone, he thinks it's a muscle tention but the way I described it he thinks is the hair fraction.  Getting an X-Ray before I head over to Mexico, Oh yeah, i'm going to Mexico, awesome.
I just hope we dont get out heads chopped off on our way there, because we will be taking  A LOT of stuff over, so Flying is out of the question. Lol Just imagining the bill for the boxs upon boxes of gifts gives me goosebumps lol.

Anyways, I love our road trips I just hate that it's just gonna be me, my brother and sister will be here, and I will be over there, kinda of alone because I never really connected with any of my cousins, I'm 100% weird to all of them, so I will probably be on swtor less anyways, lots of loud parties and lots of beer, I don't like beer though, so I will be taking reading material.

I'll probably be taking this Lappy though, in case we are robbed or whatever, my new one will stay here safely here.

Sighs.... I feel so bad about shopping tomorrow, but really, I kinda need it, sorry people, but this one has made plans, too late to back out now.



In Swtor related news,
I want to lead more operations, it's kinda fun bossing people around //muahahaha//
I just wish I was a better player, maybe my lag problems will go away with better lappy, or maybe it will be a bigger nightmare, idk yet.

I'm focusing on finishing my Shadow, but god, it's boring lol
I need to lvl up by 4 to finish my first chapter, sighs....I wish I could go into the game to make it go faster but the laaaaaaaaaaaaaaag lol

ughhhhh God help me.

oh im sorry, maybe the force be with me//lol

Anyways yeah, also been kinda lonely, hmmm, I need to make more friends in game, really hate running everything alone.

Objective: Dread Palace End/ Dread Fortress.

sometimes I wonder, "What am I doing here, running across the snowy grass of Aldeeran?" I should be sewing or writing or running irl, which I havent done much lately since the crash, and can't really since my leg starts to hurt like crazy, but...I still want to run, like really run like I used to not the sad type of running I do now, I wish I could go back in time and not have that crash because it's one of those things that really made me feel free, and now it's starting to affect my life even more than it used to.

Anyways, returning to SWTOR, I hate Aldeeran //madness
I used to really like it, but since my lappy problems have gone from bad to this is not the gamecard you are looking for, I can't seem to be bothered running my lower toons CM because of the lag on the noob planets. I have a soft spot for free-2-play players because I was one myself once, I thought I test out the game see how much it worked for me, and a lot of people play and quit and don't make it out of Taris, I think that is where a lot of f2p go to die, it is a jungle nightmare, and HUGE. Taris can crush souls if you have to run everywhere like I used to, and wondering why the speeder man didnt serve my kind, it was kinda racist//hmpf!

I think I subbed after a guy invited me to join a guild, and they were super nice to me, <Red Riffle Regiment> I still have a soft spot for that guild, but after a while it succumbed to what all guilds eventually succumb to, lack to activity it was just me and three others at a time, not speaking though I tried lol, and I didn't have GB access, and there were a lot of items I could have used, I to this day have no idea how I stayed so long after the change happened but after I became active with another member he told me that we were gonna break off and do our own guild, with GB and everything, well I left them have Pie and was one of the founder's of the new guild, <Brotherhood at Arms> I wanted a clever name like Jawa Army or Ewok Pride Parade, something clever and star wars related. I wasn't a fan of the guild, specially because not even I had  GB acesss :/
This made me wonder why if I have things to give and things I need am willing to give the guild, why am I cut off? I wasn't about to be part of another Red Riffle type of guild, so I quit my main and went out wondering if there were any good guilds out there, so I went to the place where aldeeran things could go, well ran, the fleet. Home to trolls and racists and perverts who love to clutter up the chat, along with the rest of us normal people who are just trying to enjoy the game. I guess the force was with me because that's how I found <Imperial Bane> bunch of characters too, I never seen a guild that active and helpful, so I kinda fell in love with it, I always try to be active so I guess  I was from the start, but once I started lvling i got intimidated lol
Actually I think now that the GM to our sister guild recruited me, thought he was a girl too, but then again I kinda wish everyone was a girl, then I wouldn't have to feel as alienated on a game lol
Well this was gonna be about how I changed PIeione's hair color **see picture above**, and it ended up being about how I found my guild lol

I guess the message I wanna send is, don't conform yourself with a guild just because you joined it first, I respect everyone's decision to leave if you are not happy in our guild, but from my perspective, if the guild does nothing for you like it was doing for me, go out and meet a better one, give lots of them a chance and make up your mind when you are ready, fell free to make changes.

Of course you can join a guild for pure XP alone, no shame in that, I recommend <Random Guild for XP> because every time I see that name I crack up lol

Well Today I am running around Hoth after my dailies run to make sure I know where all the nests are, doing Tauntaun Mount hunting...for domestication data, yeah it's kinda long lol

Im kind of nervous about running events, specially ops or fps, but I guess it's time to make changes in that as well, hopefully people will get the way I operate, and itwill work out.

Till next time...

Lol this is why is was lagging so bad on Belsavis yesterday, I went invisible for a full 30 mins lol

Anyways, I made two new alts today

Aclyone - Jed Counsular, Light Green T'wilek, going to spec him as a Sage.
Taygeta - Trooper, Biege Cathar, going to spec her as a Vanguard.

 Notice a pattern? lol
I guess these names were purged because last time I wanted them they were taken.

Anyways the pattern in the name to my alts, was originally going to be based on the Pleiades star cluster. I'm really into Astrology, and star charting, and this is my favorite celestial body.
This is where the Pie's come from lol
In other mmo's when you capitalize the i, it will look like an L, so PIeiades, would show up as looking like Pleiades, however these names were taken, so oh well//sadness

Pleione is another star, the their stars are called, Maia, Asterope, Merope, Electra and Atlas.
I like the names I have for my alts right now, except maybe for Telracs, which I might change into Maia, or Electra with specs on them :3

Anyways I'm having fun with my new alts,so I will make this short.



 Bought a new pack today, got a wierd faced new pet lol
looks like its from makeb, I would love the balloon though, its so pretty //

Hello everyone, and welcome to my blog~!

I remember the first time I heard of the Old Republic, I was at wondercon and I was debating about which costume I wanted to learn how to make at a workshop, I liked the classic, elegant beige look of the Jedi, more for my brother, whom was actually in  a school club that had 'real' lightsaber battles on campus, it was funny seeing him walk around with a toy lightsaber on his belt but it was also kinda cool lol.

However, as much as I loved the Jedi, beige has never been my color, then there was the Smuggler type they were showing us and I know the inner Han Solo in me wanted to learn this.
While I was admiring the holster someone asked me if I was in on the battle, when I asked what they meant they gave me a little flyer that had a bunch of star wars stuff on it, and circled the big mmo bit on it, "The Old Republic just went free to play you should join up and see how you like it."  A little creeped out by unintentional interaction but it seemed interesting, until now my experience with mmo's hasn't been a pleasant one, I've been playing for years on a site called gaiaonline.com, and it wasn't a real mmo so to speak, it was like....a failed attempt at an mmo, but it was really fun and I made a lot of friends there so I stayed for a long time. In time it got boring and I had gotten used to being a Poupee Elite (this basically happens when you have a lot of old and expensive items, a cute closet rating of over 5 and are very rich in ribbons and jewels), it was hard to see how I could leave my little Japanese doll world (we had our own blog too, I hosted a dress up game =w= ), but the site went dead around April and then I remembered about the Old Republic. Being friendless in general, I had nothing left to lose from this venture  and gave it a try, Ord Mantell, I will never forget the moment Skaavac took off with my ship lol

I was intrigued that my character had a personality so close to mine lol
and that's how I formed a bond with Miss Gerai Loversoul lol
I never played an mmo like this one before, and for someone starting out like me, it was easy to manuvere, had a great community, I mean people were nice to me left and right, which is why I'm sickened by so many mean people I see on the noob planets, like seriously? You never been new before? Sighs///

anyways, It took me three days to get off Ord Mantell lol
this is why: I was trying to find a delta link beta or something, anyways I haven't yet learned how to use my map, so I was just running around Ord Mantell killing things asking people, until finally someone told me to look in my map, so I did and the mission objective wasnt even in the village I was at, but it looked similar, so i checked online  and it lead me to a youtube video, and yeah, i was at the wrong place lol So I had to run back to the beginning and finally got my mission objective lol i was so happy ;w;
 Even the inbox confused me, I was like "why are all these people running the mail box if they new?" I guess they were legacies now, looking back on it, and its kinda cool to make a new char now and run up to the mailbox and have 4 mails waiting for me ;u;

Fleet was a whole thing all together, it was huge when I look back on it, but now it's just like 'meh'
there are still a lot of things I'm learning about my class that i had no clue about when I joined, it took me a while to even know what an intercom or holoterminal on my ship was until the i made the Jedi toon because Jedi's love their holoterminals.


I think the advanced class was one of the easiest decisions I had to make in regard to my other toons and this is why: I don't buy the smugglers are some hardcore old western pistol bearing sharp shooters, it's just....out of character? I mean, okay look at Han Solo the original smuggler, that guy was a bit sleazy, underhanded, had an ego the size of my fist, and was extremely cunning, a bit of a screw up maybe, but this guy could never be a top notch sharp shooter. He improvised and used the little talents he had, all while retaining a suave appearance, he rolled with a wookie~! What kind of person is that? I love Wookies, but they be dangerous, you think a classy sharp shooting genius would roll with a wookie~!!? Perhaps a droid, but certainly not a wookie, that takes some kinda of risky lifestyle, and who knows how Chewy got to work with him, he could have saved him or some nonesense. Anyways, rant over//  I picked scoundrel because the original smuggler was indeed the original "scoundrel" and I think it might be one of the best classes, though people give scoundrels a bad rep, I have no idea why.
You get to heal, implement decent amount of damage, go stealth, stealth your friends, you get to cc, and I found out that a good geared healing spec scoundrel can tank, oh yeah, this is like gaia aggro tanking which  I haven't seen anyone use in this game, but it's basically what I have to do when there is no tank in the group, having the greatest threat, idk why, but it happens, I end up healing myself until everyone else int he group has killed the mob. There is also a legend of a dirty fighting spec scoundrel being a tank, which I cannot fathom but I heard about it during the Gree event, and it intrigued me lol

Anyways, I'll be chronocling my amazing adventures here, not just  Gerai, but my other toons as well, but we can meet them properly some other day.

**I aint afraid to kill a sith, or two , or three muahahaha**

 Hmm this is getting kinda long so we'll stop here for now :3

thanks for reading