//Changes...

sometimes I wonder, "What am I doing here, running across the snowy grass of Aldeeran?" I should be sewing or writing or running irl, which I havent done much lately since the crash, and can't really since my leg starts to hurt like crazy, but...I still want to run, like really run like I used to not the sad type of running I do now, I wish I could go back in time and not have that crash because it's one of those things that really made me feel free, and now it's starting to affect my life even more than it used to.

Anyways, returning to SWTOR, I hate Aldeeran //madness
I used to really like it, but since my lappy problems have gone from bad to this is not the gamecard you are looking for, I can't seem to be bothered running my lower toons CM because of the lag on the noob planets. I have a soft spot for free-2-play players because I was one myself once, I thought I test out the game see how much it worked for me, and a lot of people play and quit and don't make it out of Taris, I think that is where a lot of f2p go to die, it is a jungle nightmare, and HUGE. Taris can crush souls if you have to run everywhere like I used to, and wondering why the speeder man didnt serve my kind, it was kinda racist//hmpf!

I think I subbed after a guy invited me to join a guild, and they were super nice to me, <Red Riffle Regiment> I still have a soft spot for that guild, but after a while it succumbed to what all guilds eventually succumb to, lack to activity it was just me and three others at a time, not speaking though I tried lol, and I didn't have GB access, and there were a lot of items I could have used, I to this day have no idea how I stayed so long after the change happened but after I became active with another member he told me that we were gonna break off and do our own guild, with GB and everything, well I left them have Pie and was one of the founder's of the new guild, <Brotherhood at Arms> I wanted a clever name like Jawa Army or Ewok Pride Parade, something clever and star wars related. I wasn't a fan of the guild, specially because not even I had  GB acesss :/
This made me wonder why if I have things to give and things I need am willing to give the guild, why am I cut off? I wasn't about to be part of another Red Riffle type of guild, so I quit my main and went out wondering if there were any good guilds out there, so I went to the place where aldeeran things could go, well ran, the fleet. Home to trolls and racists and perverts who love to clutter up the chat, along with the rest of us normal people who are just trying to enjoy the game. I guess the force was with me because that's how I found <Imperial Bane> bunch of characters too, I never seen a guild that active and helpful, so I kinda fell in love with it, I always try to be active so I guess  I was from the start, but once I started lvling i got intimidated lol
Actually I think now that the GM to our sister guild recruited me, thought he was a girl too, but then again I kinda wish everyone was a girl, then I wouldn't have to feel as alienated on a game lol
Well this was gonna be about how I changed PIeione's hair color **see picture above**, and it ended up being about how I found my guild lol

I guess the message I wanna send is, don't conform yourself with a guild just because you joined it first, I respect everyone's decision to leave if you are not happy in our guild, but from my perspective, if the guild does nothing for you like it was doing for me, go out and meet a better one, give lots of them a chance and make up your mind when you are ready, fell free to make changes.

Of course you can join a guild for pure XP alone, no shame in that, I recommend <Random Guild for XP> because every time I see that name I crack up lol

Well Today I am running around Hoth after my dailies run to make sure I know where all the nests are, doing Tauntaun Mount hunting...for domestication data, yeah it's kinda long lol

Im kind of nervous about running events, specially ops or fps, but I guess it's time to make changes in that as well, hopefully people will get the way I operate, and itwill work out.

Till next time...